Bitch Diary

permalink Ikea, what a nice place to shop. Although I have no money to shop, by just looking at cool design make me so happy. Let’s go to Ikea again, this time I want to camwhore over there.

Ikea, what a nice place to shop. Although I have no money to shop, by just looking at cool design make me so happy. Let’s go to Ikea again, this time I want to camwhore over there.

permalink Let welcome Ms Jonna back from Australia in 6 days. To celebrate that let eat this brand of shrimp.

Let welcome Ms Jonna back from Australia in 6 days. To celebrate that let eat this brand of shrimp.

permalink Cuts, four in total. Darn, why am I so unlucky this week. Having super low esteem now. I looked like shit. Hopefully I can change for the better me. Now, gym, gym and more. Goodbye ahjia, let’s welcome the new one.

Cuts, four in total. Darn, why am I so unlucky this week. Having super low esteem now. I looked like shit. Hopefully I can change for the better me. Now, gym, gym and more. Goodbye ahjia, let’s welcome the new one.

permalink I need junk food. Craving for it.

I need junk food. Craving for it.

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Rebel @ Rebel

This is the first time I go clubbing and experience pain without getting into fight with people. Damn!

Well, it is a gayest night in Rebel with 80% of guys inside and 飞天少妇猪。Well, it is still a fun night after all.

I dunno what wrong with Roy and his expression.

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Namecards

I was looking through some namecards design for some inspiration and I found this interesting card. I shall name my design studio this too but in hokkien.

Blue Bird Design

http://cardobserver.com/gallery/blue-bird-design

permalink Yes, I am always my 阿姨’s 宝贝。I also realized that I had been wearing my brother’s old clothes.

Yes, I am always my 阿姨’s 宝贝。I also realized that I had been wearing my brother’s old clothes.

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Weird dream

I dreamt of something very weird last night. It seems like a very realistic dream that will happened.

I dream that my brother brought magic mouse to use. When I took a closer look, I realized that it look abit weird thing and with buttons. It is huge and chunkly. Haha, I even bitch about my brother for buying a Pear mouse instead of a Mac.

OMGYM, even my dream is so realistic.

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Moodless mode

I think this is the only week that I hardly left my house. I really have no mood to make my way down even to the near mama shop.

I believe I just need time to adjust back to my normal self.

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There

Everytime I came back from home, I always see you there. Even though you never speak a word or most of the time I could’nt understand what you are talking about. You were lying there, smiling at me as though you are telling me that you are ok. However, things don’t always stay the same, you got more sick as each day pass by. But then, you still smile at me, telling me the same thing.

Last month, you was admitted to the hospital. Thing seems to be fine as the doctor say you might discharged on following Friday. I managed to come out on Sunday for a wedding, thinking to myself that I might to able to see you. But you weren’t there, still fighting strong at hospital. I thought nothing happened and I went back camp telling myself that I will be able to see you on Thursday.

On Thursday. I got a call from my sister that you are in critical condition and required me rushed down to hospital immediately. I rush down, seeing you lying on the bed, panting heavily. I greeted you, you opened your eyes and looked at me. Soon, my tears starts to roll down, I kept calling you and telling you to endure until you reached home. You reached home but 15 minutes later, you left us. During the funeral, you looked as though you are just sleeping soundly. Still there for me. After the whole funeral ends, I went out to refresh myself.

But when I was on my way back, I realised I won’t be able to see you again. Trying hard to control my emotions. But when I reached home and see your bed empty. I sat on the floor. Stoning for a while until my brother came back. I can’t control and I cried out that I can’t find my ah ma. I cried for awhile until my brother asked me to stop.

Ah Ma, I believe you are now at somewhere peaceful and happy. Don’t worry, I will take care of myself. =)